Setiap butir pasir..

it's like a big rock hitting me on the head..
BAAMM!
speechlesss..
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innalillahiwainnailaihiraji'un..
history is repeating again..
"y asilah u nvr learn from the past??" haih..
my mistake :(

bru jap td my purse ilang sekelip mate.dis is the 2nd time of the year.
mule2 ade..then..bling! ilang tbe2..
kisahnyeee:
afte lecture class terakhir..
i put my purse on the table juz in front of me.then my SSM grupmates yg duduk blkng my tmpt duduk nak discuss bout our projek. Since lecture dah abes.. ppl keep pouring out from the lecture theater scare beramai2..(agak kecoh di sini.kerna smua smgt nk blk cuti 1 week.)
disebbkn terlalu bnyk yg difikirkan dlm my head, i kind of forgotten my purse dkt meja tuh.i was too concentrate on discussing the SSM (special study modul) with my other grupmates..cume bbrpe belas minit saje sy pndng keblakang..
n then ble pusing blk..my purse??gone!! :( with all my notes yg dah berterabur kat lntai (based on wat shidah cte..coz i hve tottally forgotten of my own purse at dat time..ish3)
dah crk2 merate tmpt..still xjmpe..
n i dont want to make any pertuduhan ke ats sesiapa..bcoz i noe,it was my own carelessness yg menyebabkn bad things happen to me.

however.. for those who have founded my purse..hope blh inform kn dekat saya n pass it back eit.
or for those who maybe i thought have taken my purse by his/her own purpose.
u can take all the money in there..but do give d purse back to me eit..
kt xkesah sangat pasal duit.but i do care with all the cards in there; k/p, lesen kete, kad bank..haih.
a big BIG PLEASSSEee..i wont b angry at all :)

sgt sedey..btol sedeh.terpkse renew everythng blk..isk..
tapi selpas difikirkn..ade hikmah di sebaliknyee.
Allah mentakdirkn dat things hppen to me maybe bcoz of..:
- mungkin sy agak lalai dan terlalu bergumbira semenjak due ni
- mungkin sy jarang bersedekah, jrg memberi pd yg lain
- mungkin sy lupe n lalai pd Allah yg sentiasa mengingati hambanya
- mungkin sy telah membuat bnyk dosa..samada di dalam sedar atau pon tidak
mungkin...dan segala-galanye mungkin di sini..

macam yang kt tau..ujian adlah kifarah dose.
bile jd bende macam nih..baru kt mula ingat kat Allah balik kn??
baru kt dpt muhasabah diri blk..br dpt tgk ape yg dah tersilap.ape yg dah terlupe seme..
anyway..bende dah jadi..xleh ditangisi..isk.
must keep on moving..n learn sumthing from dis..

buat sume teman2..sedikit pesanan dari penaja:
- barangg2 berharge korunk jgelah elok2 eh..klo boleh pegang sentiasa di tgn..salu nampak.
- start ur day with a doa'.mintak dipelihara dari sbarang malapetaka..coz ape-ape pon...Allah yg merancang dan menjage kt :)
- n if sape2 yg senasib macam kt or maybe kene ujian yg lebih hebat dr nih..jgn terlalu bersedih eh..ade sbb setiap bnde terjadi...

'Pada setiap butir pasir pon ada hikmahnya kn..'

- n last but not least..jgnlah jadi seperti saya...huuu :(

'Ada sesuata perkara yang kamu tidak sukai, tetapi perkara itu sebenarnya baik untukmu, dan ada sesuatu perkara yang kamu sukai, tetapi sebenarnya perkara itu tidak baik untukmu..'